this time i just anyhow blog. hahahaz. nothing on my mind.

tomorrow i have a test, which i havent finish studying. last minute larz. tomorrow then finish it. :P hmm, i really don't know what to say lehz.

ok, maybe just say about ching han and mao lorz. they got nothing to do! haiz. very good horz, after a levels lez. well, ching han ask me if i can work with him during my three weeks holiday break. i hope so. don't wanna diasppoint him sia. but then it seems like not possible lorz. cause like there's alot of things to do like that. samuel, i seriously have no idea what he has been doing. playing pokemon green i think. yup. he is addicted. hahahahaz. lmao.

what else can i say?

oh.. hahahz. i gotta "love" myself more, as in stop thinking bad about myself and feel that i worth something. need a start. see how bahz. i got quite some things to do but never started them. i've got 2 reports which i havent touch. 1 dues next week. the other after the holidays. hahahaz. yup. what else. next week got test again! sianz lehz! haiz. oh well, who cares?

i'm also having finanical problems sia! i can't manage my money! thats bad, very bad! gotta control! been trying but then everything don't know why i never save anything at the end of the month lehz.

yar, gotta thing to say lez. just though of it. i'm so dead larz. MD is coming soon n then im still not done with my Star Wars timpani part! so dead so dead! i hope by then i can at least play relatively well. don't wanna disappoint everyone and myself sia. wish me luck! trying my best to play it lorz. you know, my rythmns not that good. so gotta spend more time learning.

hahahaz, now say so much horz. anywayz, my parents packed part of the house. threw away stuff that has been there for ages. finally! haiz. then my room the curtain rod is up. but curtain not here yet. funny huhz. my dad no longer can work OT oh sat and sun liaoz. i feel that its a good thing, cause he got more time at home packing stuffs. hahahaz. but then the down side is, our allowances are more restricted! i think he is gonna lower my allowance sia. i don't have enough le lehz. haiz.

aiya! forgot to withdraw money to return my aunt. arhz! how can i forget. so stupid. suppose to do it on monday de. now still haven return her. aiyo.

about band horz. last week thursday sectionals was cancelled and joanne didnt inform everyone! omg! i know that she is busy but how can she! haiz. then jamil came down lorz. so bad image lehz. i also don't know what to sya to jamil when he ask why cancelled and never tell anyone. i also last minute know de lorz. like my lesson end at 6pm then i ask. at that point then i know don't have. our sections breaking up! i really hope not.

shall end here bahz. nights nights.