arhz! percussion section is so bad now. haiz. no bonding at all! very extremely disappointed and sad. we need jermaine and jocelyn. haiz. even today, the sl and asl never come. like we got guest conductor they still never try to make it. what company dinner larz. can don't go one right?

i don't understand why it is ok for them to like not come for band for some simple reasons and i get like "lectured" saying that thats not an excuse. i don't see the fairness. haiz.

feel like i've lost my interest in band. i really don't know why im joining band in poly life you know. its like maybe just to chill? i wanna learn street dance! no money! arhz. sianz.

today gems lesson told us to think positive and that everything is about the mind. so im gonna try to think happy and not slide down to depression. theres more to it larz. just can't remember.

oh yar, forgot to say something about band. i feel that jermaine has a better authority, or let me phrase it in another way, she knows how to handle the band larz. see how the "voting" was done today i was quite disappointed by the president lorz. jermaine could have handled it so much better, no doubts about it.

next week i got a test and a report to hand in. i hope i can work with ching han during the 3 weeks holiday if he wanna work. then during the holidays, there make up practical, cause we cant finish it by exams. stupid shit school term. siao one. don't know how they plan de. no brains sia.

what else? cant think of currently. so yup. thats all.