haiz, so damn sianz. its like a month since i last blogged. hahaz. anywayz. don't know why they have this spam blog blocking sia. now don't know what to do. yesterday was a, i don't know, funny day? nah. not funny. just thought about how people have kept themselves connected to everyone through friendsters, blogs, and msn. seems like im the only one who has detached from the world sia. i mean like i don't even have some people's friendster account while others have. haiz. sad ritez. that sets me thinking that, my life is really spaced and isolated from the world. is this what i have choosen? i don't know. maybe when i say i treat friends first was just a say and not what i really do. you think? maybe. its like im not trying any effort to do something about it. i think im not even trying to do something about everything. hahaz. whatever. sucks! ok. i think im done blogging or whatever. till then....