Do you really wanna know me? Are you really sure? Cause if you are, i think you are going in for alot of surprise. I may seem to be like a very obedient and innocent looking person, but deep down inside, i feel that i'm not as everyone seen. Everyone has there own dark side. Mine is just kept in mine, waiting to be released. However, the fear of scaring everyone else away makes me hold back. I am thus, unable to do so. In this blog i really don't know how personal i am going to get. (Lost for words) Thinking of what to write cause its been a long time since i've blogged. I just hope that all that has bottled up inside of me will be let out in this blog and that i will not hold back. That's what i ultimately hope to achieve. Maybe i'm not open enough to do so, maybe i am. Maybe i'm scare to let everyone really know who i am and what i have been doing. My every move, i hope to be retained in this blog entries. Keeping it personal, i guess.

"All i ever wanted, has left me standing here alone. It started with you, and ended with me.
Why don't you. Break my heart. Watch me fall apart you see. I'm falling apart look what you doing to me."

Well, i just had that tune in my head, thus wrote it down. Its kinda silly i feel. Haiz. Oh well. Hmm, i dunno what to add on lez.

Oh yar, erm forget again.

"I feel like i've been locked up tight, for a century of lonely nights.
Waiting for someone, to release me.
Your looking your lips and blowing kisses my way.
But that don't mean i'm gonna give it away.
Baby, baby, baby."

When i was on my way home from orchard, which i took night rider bus that cost me a boom, i somehow had the feeling that wei jie is not acting or not really himself. I've never seen this side of him. Also, i finding that its kinda weird of what he is doing now. I feel like he is preaching all the time, which i find stupid and irritating. I just don't want it to be this way, so why can't i. I just wish that he listens more than he talks. Maybe i do, do not listen. But i hope and try my best whenever someone is saying something.

Ok, i think i gotta sleep, cause i don't even know what i'm copying actually. Tried and lazy to try. I'n not that hard working. Hahahaz. Anywayz, i really feel sleepy that my eyes are gonna close any mment. Guess i need some rest before i can worry about all the other things slowly.

Well, i think that all 2000. Ok, i don't even know what i am typing lez. This shows that i really needa and gotta sleep. Thats all. Thank you. I really appreciate the times where u teach us the. Stop. Gong liaoz. (Blur)

=Presenter Daryl